& everyday we make history.

^^

2011-11-25T00:43:00.002+08:00

salam, yeay alhamdulilah i got my DSLR camera. yesyes that one over there see^^, heh. happy kid :-) i luv you ibu & ayah <3 syukran!! bye, thanks for reading eventhough it was just a short post, heh. xx. miss you asd.

the one that got away

2011-11-24T00:52:00.003+08:00

salam, awwh that's austin (; cute right? hehehehehe. it seems that im more active in twitter and tumblr than fb. fb like boring only... ok so today s cousin's bday but she went dubai. happy birthday kak nor. if you can see this lah. sooo, i've been great. had fun drench in the rain just now with ain. everyone has an umbrella while me ran and look for a shelter. how stupid i amcrossing the road alone ppl looked at me and look what i've got now, flu \: ehhhh, i love camps! during dec holidays i've sorted out my plans and im going for 2 or 3 camps n dec! excited^^well, november gonna end soon and i have not yet plan for my future as in what course in ite will i go for. sigh im forever a lazy girl. i must really wake up and start planning. hmm, it seems that every monday i'll go to the gym with the girls. ahh naise then i can loose weight abit and workout xD im pissed at myself. how can even gain weight till its 51kg? last two weeks was 48kg. haiya. sadding much. but its ok, im a fit person -.- ok now what? lets talk about..... you. heh no. ok seriously i have been sleeping at 4am since my n lvl ended. woke up at 6 to solat subuh then sleep back till noon. who says at home nothing to do? nyeet! i have siblings that are soooo annoying but cutey. i love em. they're like whenever i disturb em they will like "kakak, you're crazy" and im like, "oh really? coz im awesome" and they always gave me this face, -.- hahahaha how cute. ok feel dizzy now. gonna watch shaytards next. bye. have a good day ahead (: thank you for reading. xx

2011-11-23T23:55:00.003+08:00

salam, hi this is looooooong time ago. now me & him nothing oredy. ok bye!

gold forever

2011-11-14T00:10:00.005+08:00

salam, i miss this hair. er wait, you ppl still reading this? ok good continue reading. my maid cut my hair wrongly ): but my hair still long ah. yes of course i miss fiqah. soon im gonna cut my hair abit. or should i cut short? ok need suggestion from mum. heh. the wanted is like one direction. oklah not bad. whuuuat? they're gay? who says? meh i punch your face >.< JK. k-pop ah yg gay. no offence but muahahahaha. what a short post for today hehehe insya'allah i'll post more next time ok? to all my readers, thank you for reading my blog :-) bye.

why sudden eh o.0

2011-11-11T01:05:00.004+08:00

salam. hi that's my third & last ex during hari raya 2009. ah hah yup. we look happy there. haiya why oh why eh? ok why out of sudden i talk about this? erm, random ah eh. ok i really hope he is fine and like you know, talk to me or smthng? we didnt talk for like idk how many months ever since we broke up. hah, well girls if you att with him, you'll sure melt...like how i with him last time. but now we moved on. we've been togther for 1 yr and 1 month. every 16th. i still remembered how he asked for ehem face to face ok not by texting. i found it sweet. i ran away from home just to meet him. after sch he waited for me after sch, if i have class or cca he will wait and we went bck home togthr as our house very near. his family accepted me. yes, his mum likes me and wanting to meet me but i dont think it's the right time now. his sister is kind. well, his sis & me are like friends. his lil'bro so kewl. his dad uhm okok lah. heh. i remembered the first time i met him. at bus stop zia! ahahaha. he was on the bus im at bus stop shelter. and yes love at the first sight. we smile at each other hah that time his smile like innocent kid ah so cute. then we started giving comments on fs and we exchange numbers. so that's how we started. we texting each other for like 5 months till we together. weird is'it? haha, so he was like ok i can remember this only eh, "rafidah, i like you, will you be my gf?" immediately i laughed coz its like unexpected. so i said "yes" he was fvukin happy till at home he jumped for joy -.- so we text and text and text. went out and spend more time together. went his home and act as if his home is also my home hah raff2 -.- i remembered we cabot from his mum and act as if we're strangers. yes, that was awkward. will never forget that. we went to prp to watched the beautiful sunset and he sang me his song till i cried omg -.- he ran chase after me just to say hi ahaha pathetic raff why you ran away zia -.- before i went bali and he & his bestfriend was there at the airport. so before i left, he was hiding behind chair and wanting to give me a letter. after i hugged my parents. he showed up and gave me a long sweet letter. i wan to hug hm but...heh my parents fierce ah beh nk buat mcm mne? flyng kiss~ everything started to changed after i arrived at sg. he went for obs. so its my turn to wait for him. ok so after he returned from obs, he changed. like as if i dont exsist. i wonder why. so we still in r/s till the after 1 yr 1 month arnd july i think, he asked for a break just bcoz he likes another girl. ok i dont wna list everything out why and whaat happend. so yeah. just like that. well, you know, guys who are att and they are bored with the gf so....yupp. there it goes~ irsyad, i hope you are reading this if you still remember this blog link. no, i dont wanna ask for a patch. but i just wna wish you gd luck on ur future. i bet you're finding someone better than me. well, same goes to me as well. i still kept ur stuff that you gave me. i hope you too. no worries ok i will meet your mum soon but im finding the right time. Insy'allah.you're working now rite? as your sis told me. well, happy working. take care of ur parents & siblings ok. you're a strong man now. you always cheer me up by ur smile last time. you walked past by my class window just to see me. remember we cut ourself and crave our names at our arm? westling like mad ppl. crazy otp times. yes, i will alwys remember that and the rings pls kept it ok. sorry if i ever hurt you. thousand of apologies. well, that's all. aiyaa raff dont emo plz, hah cb -.- ok ppl, the end~ amacaim sad tk? ceh, padehal mcm confused zia.. kn kn kn? ok. so, treasure the ppl arnd you ok? ohoh happy 11/11/11 -.- ptff! annoying ppls. well, have a good day, bye (:

2011-11-08T01:45:00.001+08:00

ok so dared by someone -.- i hope you really get annoy of my cuteness muahahaha hah raff why you smile liddat ah walau ahaha sianz =.='

H.I.C, ALLAH'HU AKHBAR!

2011-11-08T00:01:00.004+08:00

H.I.C 2011!!!

salam, hi all. ok so im gonna talk about this camp that you all have been waiting for. alhamdulilah i had fun. made new friends, get closer to allah s.w.t and many stuff. ok so first day, i was surpose to meet sya at 7-eleven near our blk and we mit my pri sch frens which is mar & farah. omg been soo many yrs didnt meet up, argh miss you girls. then we we're like the 'latecomers' epic moment when you're late and ppl staring at you walking slowly like a boss. oh well. so ice breaking games. ahh best, had blast! so first day was just briefing for the rest of the camp. so first nite lights off at 12am but me, farah, ma & sya cant slp so we find signal for MJ12, left to right, up to down we find but sadly dj kc was sick and no MJ12 on that day, wah sad sad. so sya went to slp. farah, mar & me talked bout our sec sch days and even pri sch days omg long time hah. so talked till 4am coz arnd 4.30am was qiyam. bathed and the water was super cold, imagine O: so rushed to wake everyone up. had qiyam subuh was afterwards. then breakfast. ohoh i love the lift. yes, coz imma lazy girl who refuse to take the stairs even just to take things -.- so i everytime took the lift -.- so after breakfast briefing to bedok resevoir for amazing race. but its quite boring.. hmm need to improve on it next time hah. so move on to dragon boat afterthat. had log bus ride well the driver was lost and it rained heavily. sya slpt beside me was seriously cute haha so as everyone. arrived kallang arnd 2 so we prayed behind a big tree. wna know smthg? i prayed at the corner side and there's alot of ants, alot. but strangly the ants did'nt enter the canvas that we're praying. wah, allah itu maha berkuasa. so off to dragon boat. my team was the last one to get in and ustzh was cute, shes like 'ehh best tk? mcm nk main ah" we were like, c'mon ustzh let's paddle. so i made a friend named najiha, shes a first time to dragon boat and im like, awh dont scared, im here. ceh. she like purple. yeay to us. there's three teams and we have to race each other. wahpiang, penat zia. serious serious. we were n second place awh but its okay we had much fun. so we splash at each other, omg that's what i hate the most. dragon boat with tudung is serious cool la ok! who says cannt? eleh. so ended dragon boat and off to mosque back for asar and wash up. need to fall in by maghrib. so had 1 hr plus of breaks all. ok maghrib then dinner!^^ hah had briyani, om nom nom. ohya we had to wear this green t-shirt. it was pretty btw. oulala lime green. ok the orange is for facis btw. after dinner, games. mmyeap. fun!! so we had to go bck to our classroom and slp and wake up by 11pm for supper. farah, mar & sya slpt oredybut i cant slp so i made new friends again. this time round with the cool kids group. ahah, they're so fun. so it was oredy 11pm need to wake ppl up for supper and briefing for night walk. had egg bread, popiah and nice cold drink not the usual hot milo with biscuits err no. ok now night walk. haiya i still cant foret those moments during nite walk. serious seious. ok i wont tell ya what happend coz t was really scary. this nite walk is diff from other camps. make you realised how great allah sw.t is, subahan'allah. so after nite walk it's alrdy 1.30am we were all tired. guess what, fuhh i went in my classroom and slpt. tiredszz. woke up at 6am, i thought i missed subuh but no. so i quckly prayed and bath all by 7.30pm fall in at hall. 8pm breakfast, wah niase, nasi lemak. hehe. you wont find any other camps that serve chicken every meal ok. so we had to clean up everythng and at 10am gather at hall again for games. hah, so mush fun but sadly we had to end the camp at noon. wah 3 days of laughters, fun, new friendship. wahwah. ohya got 5 'bitches' btw everyone was like "eh you like the 5 girls tk?" im like, er no? haha welcome to ze club girls! oh well, its over redy. so yeah. i've learnt alot of thngs during H.I.C. hoping to meet em soon for another evnt in dec, insya'allah. thankyou high impact camp, you ppl are awesome!!! syukran! ok fuh that's all for my camp days. actually i shortkan this post ah coz i lazy to type long2. hehe~ bye (:

hrh 2011

2011-11-07T14:09:00.004+08:00

salam. sorry did'nt update for like idk how many days oredy. happy hari raya haji in belated. ok im late by 1 day. i had fun with cousins ystrdy as my cousin house is the place where we gather. first time hrh without arwah atuk.. hmm. weird part was, my uncle lecture me about agama all those stuff and then we fought with cousins about man u, chealsea, liverpool etc... wth. hah, we're ze kewl family. andand even we plan to go holiday togther arnd dec. bonding hah, alhamdulilah. the food ystrdy was delicious. raff is forver eatin chicken. haiya. cute kids played catching with me. hah raffraff -.- and im glad they named me 'kak raff' feels like kakak2 hah. well, i can see that most of my cousins yg the girls are from poly. so im still like 16 and going ite. err? odd one out. but i really had fun with the kids takin candid pics and those stuff. luv you kidz ;-) ok so yeah i eat eat and eat. see how chubby and fat am i gonna be. i cant even fit on my fave pants. ergh, sad life hah. but it's ok. i like to be fat because it makes me happy and healty. ceh -.- i took a glance at my baby cupcake and everyone was like today ur bday ah? happy bday! and im like whoa thankyou but my bday not today. and they sang me hbd song, i felt old. haha, well i find it sweet. so my cousin's kenduri ended like arnd maghrib? and we're off to my granny's house (mum side) oh dear, nenek&datuk waited for us since morning. awh, how cute they are. very. so i told them about what hrh means. and one day i want to perfom haj, god willing. seriously i started saving $$ oredy ok. went home and really tired so the ppl that msg me really piss off with me as i slpt just like that without telling em that m slpin hehe sorry guys to make you wait. well, that's my habit now -.- next, i wanna talk about hgh impact camp. hehehe. worth 3 days ok! k stay tuned :-)

2011-10-29T12:56:00.004+08:00

salam, my grandfather just passed away three days ago which is on thurs arnd maghrib. may he be in jannah. thanks to the ppl who cheered up for me^^ i will update about High Impact Camp soon, insya'allah. ohya, my sis turned 10 on wed, yes 10 but her perangai like 5 yr old kid -.- ok have a good day ppl, wa'salam (: bye.

mahive

2011-10-19T15:21:00.004+08:00

salams, you can see the abt the 'one wish' on my formspring. i have no idea why i did that 9 months ago -.- andand you can know what type of guys i go for. ceh -.- yeay, tmr class chalet^^ happy pe. happy sekali. i read my post blog on my combine blog with pri sch friends. we are being called as 'the kecohrables' omg, miss you girls (: and i was the worst blogger ever. y am i so retarded? i type like minah siolszxc -.- like this, hyee peoplosz (!) eww. alah zaman sec 1 , what do you expect. what a rafidah -.- ystdy i had morning jog with mal and today was surpose to but mal k.o ah. nvm, tmr there is. i must print my job form right now. but, no printer. haish, need to drag myself off to central. raff lazybummer. my arab sis bday coming soon and idk what to buy for her. maybe i should get her the same shoe as mine. then we will be the 4eva in luvrp sisters. omg, NOT. she's going to be 10 soon and also im going 16^^ yey im still 15 now ok. one-five. how fast my sis grew. i once remembered i played with her barbie doll when she was 3 and im like 9 yrs? hah, then she destroyed my fave barbie doll by pulling out the head. wah panas beb panas!! but it's ok. i said to her no more and mum brought a new barbie doll for me. i have no idea how many barbie dolls i have right nw -.- also, my sis is a brainy one. she always get top 10 in class and her teachers are their fave student. im soooo jealous >.< she has alot of friends, like alot. she soo pretty, long eyelashes, kind but very irritating. fuhh if i fight with her, she alwys wna win ya'know. but oh well, she is alwys my sis. what more to say? im proud to be a big sis of 1 lil sis & 1 lil bro. well, i can see that my bro is quite understanding right now. alhamdulilah. he's being matured now. yeay. ok i need to print the form, ergh. heh, bye (:

asd, get well soon ok idiot? huahua~

without

2011-10-17T18:41:00.003+08:00

salams, ah yerla im waiting my job interview. many ppl have been nagging about it till my ears cant tahan oredy -.- ok so, i spent my whole afternoon today for a job hunting and i gt one. err, at explorer kid, idk ah can get anot. hmm, insya'allah. if i dont this job, maybe applying for part-time librarian since i got 4 years of experiance being a sch librarian. why life must be like this? sigh. i wish im still a child where im free to do anything. oh yes, i miss my friends. this is my dialy routine for now--) wake up, pray, slp, wake up,eat, laptop, pray, laptop, tv, pray, eat, laptop, pray, laptop, slp. i've been doing that since the last paper of n lvl ended. how lifeless can i be hah. i.must.get.a.life, i want to take a walk, like alone and nature around me. sweet. well, i have to wait for my o lvl friends to end their exams and we gonna have party at my place. plus, i cant wait for this thurs class chalet. yeay, happy or what. gonna eat as much as i can. muahaha xD er no, i dont want go prom. location in sch and have to pay $40. its a no for me, dont ask y. plus, i have to search prom dress that can cover up everythng and of course with tudung. where to find, tell me. eww no bling bling plsz. its totally not my type. yucks. oh well, i had the best prom ever which is during pri6. mmhmyeap. i have to go to gym like seriously, anyone? heh. or maybe stadium? my stamina dropped myn \: raff maintain raff. hopefully mum asking me out tmr as i dont wanna rot at home and do doing. i must get my hair done, you gotta see my hair. soo dry plus hair colour like wtf -.-ergh. ok bye (:

i wish you knew, asd..

grab

2011-10-12T10:22:00.004+08:00

salams, this was like when graduation p6, looking innocent hah -.- alhamdulillah, im graduating today. need to be in sch by 3. but still i havet buy my polaroid films. like lazy arh. need to top up p8 & ezlink somemore. pttff. bro got his class tshirt and seriously its damn nice la wey. err, i cant imagine later ah walau, le sigh. k raff you cry maintain k.for after 4 years in esss, like seriously damn fast o.O i still remembered the first day in esss was totally awkward. imma forever alone girl, my big purple spec, long princess skirt, big uniform, short willy wonka hair, big sch shoes not forgetting a tomboy girl. yes, you can see by the corner of my sch hall a big potrait of me during sec1 -.- but then, sec2 minah siol. how retarted can i be?? haiz, zaman friendster. andand yup irsyad entered my life. blahblahbla. sec3 was fast. playful times. then, irsyad moved on & left. me? errr. sec4, realised my mistakes and all. becoming a better person, ceh -.- really worked hard for n lvl. dont care abt what ppl said, no fights and stuff. wear my princess skirt back. look how nerdy i am. sigh why sec sch like so fast ah? how my life will be in ite later? will it be like my cousin? bad company? ergh. i cant wait for class chalet later end of the month. ok so today raff, be happy today coz today is ur last day stepping in esss and tadaaa no longer a esss student. i always look at asd's green watch and if it's 7.19am 20sec the sch bell rang and assembly started. sch ends at 1.54pm 40 sec according to my watch and there's goes the nice bell after a long day in sch. im gonna miss wearing high cut sch shoe to sch but then nvr kena caught before, huhu ~ how awesome i am yo. ok so have a good day ppl, coz im gonna have mine later (: bye.

awh how cute can you be ah asd? lurvp chueew .

gonna

2011-10-10T10:24:00.005+08:00

more pictures at, www.raffszx.multiply.com

salams, holaaaaaaa! yeay finished my n lvl oredy hor. beh kalau n lvl da bes, nk buat pe eh? no, dont ask me to work eh, imma lazy person. nyehohoho~ well, im still 15 ok err going to 16 soon. im still a student and my parents afford to give me money daily. well, i dont ask much from parents coz i know there are ppl out there are much poor-er than me. yay oh yay nk g camp masjd plszzzzz. but then i have chalet the day before. err o.O hmm. i'll have to think bout it. i feel like studying -.- well, ya know during the n lvl season, i had mornite study with dad while dad teman me and always make fun of me if im stress. hah, such a entertainer <: thankyou ayah. and he said one day we might going holiday^^ im back with skateboarding and basketball. yippie at last freedom. but my freedom is = at home tumblr. no where else to go, erm. told ya, imma lazy girl. so at home mum gave me this cook course. ya allah -.- she expect me to cook. me a gd cook? no way. i only how to fry egg and cook... water -.- fish? nuggets? and even my fave of all foods, chicken? nehh. i cant. if not the food will turn out black & weird? eek. im waiting for my girls to have slpover at my place. argh slumber party^^ oh yeay. picnic with my gang. ceh gang eh -.- grad day on wed.. im gonna bring one box of tissue for myself. seriously. ystrdy was my parents 17 anni [: happy happy family day. i had a laughable day during teens alive. syirah is soo funny times hundred plsu two. hah i realised that hadi & dzul getting closer after the jln raya. good. whle me sya is like bfffffffffffffffffff, lul? i must get my hair ready, oulala~ k byebye(:

hi boy, imissyou, so much [:

2011-09-30T17:52:00.002+08:00

hiiiiiii,

wake up--> go school--> go home--> eat---> pray-->study-->study-->study-->sleep.

so today is the only day im free to blog. well, that's my routine for the next few days till the 7 of oct.. im tired, tired of sch and everything. le sigh. hang on there raff, you got 1 more week to survive and that's it, freedom awaits you. i have been starting to like sci and maths -.- i had a great sch end with my classmates today nd i mean EVERYONE we got scolded from ms t, fakiuuu k -.- i'll be busy till the next friday, miss me ya ppl, er ok not ._. somehow, i miss you idiot. heh, yes you (: walau scared zia n lvl then somemore have to seat infront plus no fan, walauleyy where got fair zia liddat. pttff-.- ceh, hah i cant imagine about my graduation later where i bet may ppl will cry for sure, hmm. we ended our sch just now by watching movie called the mist. and i swear im gonna get nightmares about it tonight -.- the mly boys are supposed to go friday prayers but they didnt coz they wna watch the movie. thay said, "eh cher no, today no friday prayer, postpone to next week, today mosque close." i seriously laughed like whuuuuuat. k -.- kebabom, my x-factor staring oredy, ok adios. wish me luck om my n level (: bye.

2011-09-23T16:17:00.004+08:00

MUM: eh you know my friend nye anak yg boy accident motor then tangan patah

ME: oh. beh terus tkde tangan ah?

MUM: huh? *laugh rolling* HAAHAHAHA

ME: ibu -__________-

MUM: HAHAHA not patah lah, he put metal inside and his tangan masih ade.

ME: oh, i also want.

MUM:*gave me a -.- look*

what a cutest mum i got, lurp chu.

hi, yeay oh yeay my fringe grown longer^^ and soon my hair dye colour will be soooo obvious -.- i will miss school, like seriously. im left one more week for sec sch and that's it. im soooo gonna enjoy my 1 whole week in sch and be happy. no sad, no fights. just happy with classmates, insya'allah. im glad to be a part of 4t. yes, they are the awesome class i ever had. ya'know, sec sch friends are your true friends. now, im scared of making new friends in ite -.- i'll be busy in a few days time. gonna study and study. stay up late night and mug. lots of formulaes to remember. eye bags will soon be 5 kg. from now on, i shall be happy. as ever. (:

2011-09-15T17:43:00.006+08:00

i like boys who loved to go runs/play games/go gym/play skateboard/teckdeck/laugh like hell/able to cook/go crazy with me, do care what ppl think of him, have confidence in himself, sent me long weird msg to cheer me up everytime when im down, loves frogs, is religious, honestly,understanding, cheerful, not choosy, fun to be with, otp during late nights, able to coach me in studies, suprise me. hekhek~ oulala my ulcer bleed for two days oredy, sigh. what is this. ptff. nowz where is my ibu? she's not in sg, haiyoo0 -.- off to do project, boo. bye (:

2011-09-13T19:03:00.002+08:00

hi, many ppl thought i cabot from sch today -.- excuse me, i have n lvl la kay~ paper was ok2, hmm. eh sighhhhhhhhhhh, miss you lah idiot. idk why must i avoid you, pttff ..

pieces

2011-09-12T17:18:00.004+08:00

haluuuu, so currently im craving for ayam goreng, nyeetnyeeet^^ for after soo long didnt had p.e so played like back to basic. i love to irrtate fir, idk why. since sec2 hah. well, he is just the best la ok. hoh. tmr is n-lvl CPA, erm wish me luck ppl! coz i think im gonna stuck halfway thru the exam and bingit sendiri like during prelims -.- hopefully not lah. insya'allah. the feeling of going back to school and the next day is n lvl like errr ok today got sch anot? seriously in the morning i thought there's no sch and lucky my partner asked me to come and there is sch, as usual -.- what a rafidah. in school i oredy plan that i want to sleep immediately when i got home but when i got home after sch, neh i cant, ptfft. gonna go cousin's house watch movie marathon to stress-free~ omg, i got uban oredy hor after n lvl you will see my whole hair white -.- ceh fake xD okayz ppl gona watch movie marathonz nowsz, wish me luck for tmr paper byez (:

erm, can i be your one and only girl, boy... ? yes you, dsa.

2011-09-06T16:29:00.005+08:00

mmyeap. malay LC was manageable, alhamdulillah. not like ystrdy eng LC was err, -.- i sat all the way back and i cant hear it clearly plus it rained. so kebabom hard to tell -.- tmr is eng papers, rakan classmates ku ber jalan raya nowz & the ppl who jalan raya ing under my blk, erghh jealous nya >.< ohz wellz, tmr have paper lerr, n lvl always come first then can raya^^ i cant wait for friday, my turn for jalan raya ok (: byez.

KANASAI AKU PISS OFF LA SIAL. INI UNTUK KORANG YG BUAT DARAH AKU UP _|_ , ADE OTAK TK NK PAKAI, LAIN KALI PAKAI HIDUNG UNTUK BERFIKIR K? FVCK YOU ALL BITCHSZZX

yeah.

2011-09-05T10:35:00.002+08:00

hiiiiiiiiii, had a great time jalan raya ing with mum side on saturday. not many turn up but this is awesome. had tuition in the morning at afgan mac and rushed off home and get ready to get some $$$ heh. it been a long time mum side did'nt get together and jalan raya together as many of us busy with stuff. went to cousin's house which is 26th storey, ya allah, i have phobia of heights, yes heights. i dont dare to look down. grrr, there goes my cousin push me from behind to overcome fear but still, i cant work -.- hurhur ~nextweek jalan raya is with dad's side think? ok i seriously need extra energy on that day. next n lvl paper is english LC, er hopefully i can hear and understand it -.- im soooo happy now^^ idk why, heh, byez off to meet my usuals after that to sch for eng LC , :D

kay.

2011-09-02T15:02:00.004+08:00

hiiiii, i really need to do something with my neck, grrr pain since second day of raya -.- ystrdy was fun and my voice gone when i got home, sighhhhhh now it's better i guess. hah, give it all my best for cheering yestrdy. huhu~ i hate ppl suddenly bad mood, moodswings hah? and also ppl who easy come and easy go. wey, you think fun isit? -.-ptfft! alhamdulillah, i have no U for prelims, happy, extreme. im going tuition soon at mac afgan, ohgod i donno those ppl who im gonna tuition with. ergh, forever alone girl. wanna know what? i finally gave it all my angry expression for all these while that i have been keeping, i shouted at sch parade square and i was the lead and i saw irsyd, so i shouted as if i was angry at him, lul IT WAS LOUD O.O sastified me. arghhhh i need the white thing on my neck la, walau pain -______- i just realised i have no time for tumblr after i started baack blogging, kesian my tumblr, heh. bye-bye (:

Dear kau, pe ni? merepek ah kau. klau ku tk msg kau bey kau ckp ku dh sombong, then klau ku msg kau, kau ckp ku mls nk lyn. haiyoo0 -.- seriously be frank eh, ku da tk trust you anymore after that incident. kau punya org eh susah nak ambil trust balik. aku mls ah nk lyn org mcm kau, suka cari psl tak tentu arah. seriously. gi sedar diri sendiri ok boy ~

2011-08-29T18:52:00.000+08:00

YEAY YEAY BESOK RAYA :D

$$$$$$ and ayammmmmmm, tmr i'll be wearing purple, korang??

kayz, maafkan saya if raff buat silap or whuuuuat kayz, hehehe dah nak dekat buka ni, byez.

this.

2011-08-27T13:08:00.003+08:00

hi, i look so happy there. they are like my brothers, heh. i still havent buy my baju raya, sigh. bile ni nk beli \: went to teens alive with my tired face, i came with a peaceful enviroment where birds were chiping and mat reps sleeping at mosque after their tiring day of idk thingy qayum? suddenly i walked at the longkang when entering the mosque and 'boom!' some mat reps wake up coz i made that boom noise. i was like standing one corner and act like nothing happen. opps, i wake em up -.- awkward moment when you're surrounded by many guys sleeping and dont wna wake them up, totally awkward. i was sad, actually. not going to have teens alive for 2 weeks. how sad. he has'nt change not even a single attitude change, still the same him. lucky im no longer with him. ya'knw sometimes when he walked pass me in sch, i accidentally rewind back those past that im with him. i tend to forget everything, but its hard, seriously. for 1 year plus with him and expect me to forget him in just a click? i dont think so i can. so slowly i will forget him, insya'allah. im starting to like maths now, every night i did my maths practice and its my daily nite study omg what's wrong with me -.- i remembered last year i had dragon boat class and it's during fasting month and i survived. i dont even feel hungry or thristy that time andand those st.grabiel boys are sooo funny all. then after dragon boat lesson off to geylang, always. break fast with usuals, arhhhh i miss all those. kayz, offz toz geylangz nowz, byez.

i was enchanted to meet you, A. pls dont love somebody else. ceh, looks like sombody is in luvvv.

2011-08-26T19:41:00.002+08:00

hi, ohmy im sooo tiredz. after sch straight away went to do project then off to meet ibu, then take thumbdrive and home. seriously i was exhausted. i had a bad morning just now. my uniform were wet include my socks and shoes. totally wet. i used an umbrella but no use -.- went to class, shivering like crazy girl one corner and lucky farin got her slippers to sch, i wore it the whole day in sch today, omg how odd can i be? lucky after sch ended, my shoes and socks are half dry, fuuuh. barbercued my shoe and socks at the back of class -.- this week i felt sooooo tired as another 9 days to n lvl, fvck yeah im gonna be dead if suddenly my mind blank. it happens to me many times. ok best i've done with my project^^ how happy can i be hah. (= next, i have to make up a cheer for class. ran out of ideas now. i need inspirations ppl. really. today 27th ramadan and hopefully god pls answer my prayers.. ceh boleh gitu eh, but seriously.. hah. erm, A cheated me, hah one last chance for him. *claps* k off to terawih nowz, bye.

loooop

2011-08-26T14:47:00.004+08:00

hiiiiiiiiiii, yippie hari raya coming, $$ and food, arghhhh yeay. i still havent buy my baju and stuff, sigh. no time for it. im now at khairul's house and fir is late, seriously. i swear im gonna slap him left and right like ystdy. sch been fine and i really have to buck up everything and really need alot of sleep. when comes to sci, my eyes are bored. so, i fell aslpt, it's a habit -.- i treasure my bestfriends, khairul and firdaus. they are like ze cool ppl i ever met. i fell in love with fitri ( fir's lil bro) arhh cute giler nk mamposz teehee~ khairul's house like high-tech , sooo rich. i usually bully them in sch but they dont care they treated me like a princess^^ heh, how greatful i am (: shitz, i think im late to meet my ibu, k byez.

skyscrapper

2011-08-24T21:15:00.004+08:00

haluuuu yesza see ze fringe, yippe^^ no more cutting of my fringe oredy k coz i have learnt my lesson not to cut my fringe when im bored or else it will turn weird. im so tired today that slept during eng lesson. im wanting to finish up my tys eng but then i end up slping in class and when i woke up, lesson ended. i was like, wtf how do i fell aslp -.- today not a good and a bad day for me. i cried erm actually right not because of my ulcer lah, my ulcer better oredy but then, some other else. sorry eh i lied to some ppl that i said i had a bad ulcer that made me cry lul -.- where got. my mood turned down after i received my ebs paper and what teacher comment harsh words bout me. really dissapointing ): ya'knw i like walking around the sch instead of entertaining the noise in class when teachers also entertain the students memekak. might as well go out and jalan-jalan right. yes, i did that. i ask permission to go toilet but then end up walking arnd the whole sch and i usually took like 15 mins liddat and yeah it really calms me down. i miss jogging, whenever im like sad or down, i will always go to the beach near my house and sit one corner calmly with peaceful enviroment alone. when im sad, i used to run arnd and forget everything. i can even run when im crying. idk why, im just yeah you know weird but im used to it. like example, irsyad's break. you know what i did? i ran the whole prp 2 laps without stopping. ppl looked at me crying like hell but i tell myself not to stop running. and if i stop, in life i will easily give up. now you ppl know where to find me when im not in the mood hah. hmm. now ir been ignoring me waah best ah. sighhhh anyone can help me cheer me up?? |: i think i should take my mug and start mugging right now. You wanna know who i miss, read the first word of this sentence. i know you would read my blog.. byez.

2011-08-23T20:54:00.012+08:00

top-sec 2 bottom-sec4 (we did'nt change much hah)

i swear im gonna miss seating with this mat kental buddy who likes to fart, makes weird stuff and seriously can sleep anywhere, anytime. and if he sleeps during lessons i have to copy for him notes -.- and exciting part is, when he sleep i will always drew something at his hand lul i havent tell him yet but i think he knows oredy la heh boring lerr what to do. then if he sleep his saliva come out, eww hah im a tissue supplier so yeah ew. but he is someone who is fun to be with. mmyeap we changed our seating arrangement oredy and it's pathetic like pri sch format where you have to face your other classmates -.- fahd and me are like far away so he wont able to fart loudly, huahua ~ wey, i pass my maths liou . happy pe. bangga la tu. i seriously cant wait for aces day. omggggggg im sooo happy. wheelbarrow again plus imma gna run the whole sch thngy and longest line, arhhhhh happy sungguh. coz rite long time i did'nt run leh. miss running like hell. this week will be the last lessons in sch. after raya is aces day then after that is n lvl oredy. boooo. had tuition with afeeq just now, hah seriously he so funneh i laughed till i cant breathe omg that joke is still on my head. walau -.- i have learnt who to trust my friends. sometimes friends are just easy come easy go ppl but you'll realise who is your good friends when your good friends show you to the right path. arhhhhhhh i want one direction book and big domo can? pls, whoever can buy for me?? ohya, to the ppl who thought i bad mood today, no im not. i had my ulcer, a big one on my mouth and i cant talk properly. heh, you ppl so funneh cheer me up thought that i cry -.- tomorrow will be a tiring day for me. okayz, i should be studyng nowz, byez.

A is you A, yes you. only you did'nt realise that was you. sighhhhhh.

2011-08-22T17:02:00.003+08:00

hiiiiiiiiiii one direction soooo hot till i melt ok especially zayn omg argghhhh. ok -.- i told most of my friends that im back blogging, and they laughed i was like o.O? ok weird but some of them usually read my post all those stuff like stalker -.- well, just now sch been a tiring day after all. had my prelims result and its a very dissapointing for me. i even laughed at my own mistakes. how careless \: i dont know if i have hope if i can A for most of subjects for n lvl later.. i had a flying experience during P.E ok lah i fly coz someone pushed me then i fly woooh ~ back to floorball bby! what do you expect? everyday P.E lessons daily routine. i guess, after blogging, i will be studying. sighhhhh im left like another 2 more weeks to n lvl, fcuk yeah i have no time to buck up everything. i need help in maths and science, anyone??? ya'knw im shy sometimes if i ask anyone, hmmm. sister going to have her arab tuition later ok best at least got some peace in the house.i had a great laughter with my buddy. well, he likes to fart, hah who cares everyone farts too right? he's kind of weird person, but im way weird than him. boo. i want to buy new sch shoes due to its oredy koyak rabak liou ok better not coz im left with 1 more week to sch. hah, no need. ok lah i better start studying nowz, bye.

Does A knows that i miss him? i hope so..

hihihihi

2011-08-21T21:24:00.004+08:00

omg hi blogger, i miss using you, hah. ok so for now i use you ok and also tumblr coz right now fb hated me so much neh kidding fb like boring lah. i feel so excited la typing here in my blog omg am i like dreaming??? lul i laughed rolling zia looking at my past post -.- im so noob. school been okay and getting well with friends. currently quite bonded with bestfriends yippie! n level coming very soon and i promise myself to revise every single day, yes everyday. if i fail to do it, im really dissapointed of myself. sometimes i did that but i gotta pick myself up and start to be 'rajin' i must really like sch nowdays coz gonna leave sch in less than a month! ohyeahyeah me likey. ahahah omg im still a kental kid. oh wellz. i miss A, mmhhmmyeap.

2011-05-26T20:19:00.001+08:00

2011-03-07T18:04:00.003+08:00

wooohoooo^^ new skateboard baby!! purple habesssssssss :D btw, my camera alive again, i have 2 cameras now, masya'allah im shooooo happy now :-)

2011-02-25T20:36:00.002+08:00

me shooo happy right nowszzzzz. happy seribu but.. my camera died. raff beri dia mati. sodeyh eh? neeeeeh, dslr next baby B-) Insya'allah.

2011-02-14T17:29:00.002+08:00

masya'allah, me like that pic ok. last wk teens alive was epic, had class photo and the weird part was, the candid where the girls behind me sabo -.- muka saya epic nak mamposzzzx. oh wait,i think i was posing jyeah great eh. what a boring valentines day today, blahblahblah. anyone who has unwanted clothes, tell me ok? tmr cpa&ebs coursework, k watch me stress like crazy mad girl ok. sharks! tmr someone is turning sweet sixteen, woooh^^ and who's that person? well, jengjengjeng.. hehe cnnt tell :P bye! May you all have a great day, Assalamualai'kum :-)

2011-02-02T14:40:00.002+08:00

k im leaving sg tonight, balik kampung at malacca with step-uncle family plus grandparents and i'll be back friday nite.. miss me ppl :-) hehe have a good day & happycny .

if i were you

2011-01-21T16:24:00.003+08:00

haaaaaaaaaaai, what a friday, ooh wait i have a name called, RAFIDAY. haha k lame. erm, imma happy kid now :-) hehe. i lost my ez-link card last two days and unbelieveable i cried-.- i also donno why i cried ok. i have no idea why i am shooo emotional these daysz, sigh. kay, two angles came to my class and personally gave my ez-link, waaaaah i jumped for joy in class ok. happy gyler. if not, i cry in cls non-stop, serious. just nw my bestfriend of mine fell sick and we had to lift her up so used strecher like we're ze st.john student, cehceh. ambulance ni no ni no~ kk,

aftr lifting her up, we, shirin & me plus 4 boys lift her up mcm angkat mayat liddat. waaaaaaah me first time ok. so mcm jakon la kn -___- sent her to sick bay and i cried -.- bodoh zia raff, why youh cried? emotional much. k i think i know why i cried. hopefully my bestfriend is alright now. ask me if you wna know that bestfriend of mine (: walau sec4 life shoo stress. CIP everywhere. tmr flag day, cant go teens alive & lazy go eagles outin, tsk ): sunday, CIP again. walaaaaaaaaaaaaaaauwey. now infront of me was unfinished mee goreng, oat drink, my family's photo frame, adnan sempit-it dvd hah soo many stuff. my leg hurts aftr skateboarding just now -.- whoever dropping tamp inter tmr, pls donate ok? coz i'll be gg arnd and asking for donation like poor ppl, k first time wooooh. erm, happy birthday, c. hope you like what i gave youh secrectly and remember me. k me wna watch movie marathon with sis, bye. have a good day ppl. Assalamuaali'kum.

die.

2011-01-16T17:37:00.005+08:00

im sad, yes. i must try to stop if i cant i'll die. im just weird, hot-tempered girl now. why ppl wont stop me doing all these? im just sad ok. this is life and i knew it. now i cant take back all those memories in the past coz its over. no im not being emo here. get back to him? no i dont think so coz i know he will hurt me s-l-o-w-l-y. and what's the point of not falling in love between both parties? i have enough of those. it really hurts, alot. now i felt like going outer space and live there on my own. without any problems stuck in ma head and be friends with the aliens. im sorry, im just me. the weird one. you may see me alone, loud & yeah maybe quiet in sch. imma forever alone now. no one can heel me, except you, A. damn, grow up rafff. now let's try to be happy. Assalamulai'kum.

burrr

2011-01-08T15:02:00.003+08:00

haaaaaai, its been oredy forth day of sec4 and have lotsa projects & homewrk. my rockstar sch shoe shoooo pretty plus high. i bet no one wearing that shoe till next year, muahaha! my originality (: and oh, my bro wna join hockey and air rifle in his sch i think. great, he's good in making me jealous. imma sportswomen, in my sch there's no whtever sports except floorball and netball. bt floorball too many ppl and it created last year, netball, neeeh not my type. why my sch no track & field? grr, k raff nvm im left with 2 moths of cca. and i really need to buck up my cca points. k no more poly trip plsz, coz we have to go back urself and we look like lost ppl there. i got the temasek ballon and in the bus i had to hold it for a long time, felt stupid -.- and somemore they kept asking which course i wna go, omg, irritats and they kept talking abt o level sujects. tour at ite college better laaah. poly like &^$%@! after ite then can talk abt poly kk. had teens alive just now. same class with me marhabansz, woooh we're back! we're forever maher zain^^yes, made new friends too. they sombng much? neh nvm. but i have my hyper marhabansz soooo, the kecohness alwys came from us. well, you know, we're awesome. cehceh. ustzah quran shooo kind, i loike. i've been watching covers in youtube lately, i have life. k, i wna go gym asap bye, Assalamualai'kum.

2011-01-03T15:01:00.003+08:00

itu bestfriend saya. who's ready for sch tmr? arghhhhhhhhhhh. waking up early in da morning to sch is the hatest part k. plus, stomach empty. kay watch me die slowly k. see if i survive or not. i woke up early today, arnd 6 plus and my eyes are heavy. i cant slp bck so i bath and did some cleaning at my room. went ngaji aftr that. aftr ngaji i slept like whuuuuuuuat ok. bom meletup pun tk dngr. waaaaah liddat uh tmr, i slp in class heng uh. now feel shoo sleepy and im gg out laterrr. cialaq la liddat. k nvm, this is life imma gonna sleep early tonight. oh yes, mcm p -.- yeaaaay i cant wait for tmr, woooooooh^^ byebye have a good sch-ing day tmr ppl, hoho~ Assalamulai'kum.

i did'nt.

2011-01-02T19:49:00.003+08:00

haha yes i right im soooo weird in that video -.- sch in 2 days time, arghhh but i still havet finish my mly project, how? haiyo. eh eh maher zain coming sg i think? yeaaaaaaaaaaay^^! i want go. my parents let me go but i need to save $$ bit. ok best, i lioke . justinbieber's one time acoutic sooo nice. ok got addicted -.- when sch reopen I WILL FEEL SO WEIRD OK. i think i cant wake up early and somemore this yr is senior yr need concentrede and no more nonsence <-- hopefully? plus, it's second recess, i cant take it, arrgh. my stomach will usually start making sounds at 9 plus and i had alwys have first recess since secondary one at 10.30am. but, second recess is 30 minutes later. arghhhhh, Insya'allah i can tahan k. haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiix, rindu ziaaaa. sigh, k raff put ur hands in ze air and smile :D bye wonderful ppl, Assalamulai'kum.

2011-01-01T20:42:00.000+08:00

k finally this is my house, 2 years oredy. hoho~ i miss you old house .

trolololol~

2011-01-01T17:33:00.004+08:00

k i knw you ppl have been waiting for my videoszzz, but i cant simply upload here. damn it. im ready for school and yes, im serious. just ready to make problems in sch again, hoho ~ neh, insya'allah i wont. kay chalet been 4 days, woooh im fat ppl. F-A-T. i did 50 sets of jumping jacks and 10 mens push ups. gee, sho happy. so i wont get worry abt napfa or smthng. k, i went to the first wedding of the year 2011 just now. cha's brother soooo white like matsaleh liddat. then the pelamin golden. kk, check at fb the photos k. my heels killed me. i like wna bare foot ya know. kk, im weird, serious. my cousin has gone home, me house sooo peaceful. haix, saya rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuu sama budak itu ): first day of sch, cca! grr, mood spoiled. wait for my vid of my house tour kkkk, bye lovely ppl (:

dead trouble.

2010-12-25T16:53:00.002+08:00

oh hi lovely christmas. im very happy plus weird plus sleepy plus scared to go school eventhough im ready. my dicipline master called and i talked rude to him. omg, how am i gonna face him? k raff, overcome fear. my ibu brought me a coat(k i think) and it cost few hundred bucksxx whoa actually no, just $19. he he i cant lie. booo. tmr gg chalet, gonna eat lotsa chicken like oh wow am i dreaming? hehe. kk i M.I.A awhile kk? hopefully you ppl miss me, huahua~ NOT! byebye, Assalamaualai'kum.

huh?

2010-12-22T12:34:00.002+08:00

kk got into loyang sec^^ so, tmr need go regristration & buy uniform. sheeesh~

loyang pn loyang la eh. i still havent fisnish my mly project. sharksz! a loud bang on the table will heard. O: anywy who wna teman me go sya's sister wedding? i go alone then idk who to ajak. anyone?? gt free food k. i think syira? hmm.. kk, ain coming to me house right now and i still havent kemas my room, arghh disaster. then somemore need buy another sch shoe -.- k byebye, Assalamualai'kum.

pls.

2010-12-20T16:35:00.003+08:00

haaaaai, you think my school will allow this type of shoe? hopefully.
coz i'll be using this to sch next yr. perasan rockstar eh -__-

since no one has never use this in sch, i use laah. i have my own originality k.

later let's see who use this aftr me, huahua~

im soooo tired, i just finish my ngaji & tuition. it's killing me slowly. mum dh bising ask me to clean my room but i did'nt coz i lazy -.- i have a weird family k. last 3 weeks, went sg flyer, last 2 weeks, night safari, last week, jurong bird park, universal studio and johor. i felt like a tourist ya'knw. then i donate blood to the mosquito as they think my blood is sweater. whole leg itchy. ohya, i very happy k coz i cn do sk8 olive & bck-flip, yeaaaay raff^^ next yr im wearing a long skirt, hoho~ watch me dance. i found my dad sooo funny k o.O here it goes ~

dad watching tv.

dad: "raff, come here look! your twin."

me: "whuuuat? where?"(look at the tv)

dad: "there! she look like you. she pretty eh"

me: "haaah? oh k." (ignore and feeling hati pecah seribu)

dad: " lerr, but my girls more prettier la"

me: "hehehe" (smiles widely)

you see, my dad know when i merajuk. he is the best dad i ever had \m/ erm, i'll be using same sch bag as i dont wna waste too much $$ on apperance. so jyeah. i knw my cheekbone awesome rite? hehehe. you ppl really rocks la k. if you like me, must like frogs too kkk?? bye :-)

Assalamualai'kum.

2010-12-19T22:26:00.001+08:00

M.I.A awhile kk.
busy living -____-

saying.

2010-12-08T13:01:00.002+08:00

omg, i miss my bangs and curls behind. my favee. but now my hair damaged oredy. sigh. sch in less than one mnth time, and it would be the serious year for me. grrr. ohya, i wna buy that ben10 camera/webcam. like sooo cool liddat ya'knw. i waaaaant! hoho~ will be going night safari later i think? no overseas this dec hoilday. yup, coz my passport died. i've been enjoying late night calls with ppl. yeah, with ppl ehem2. i want a frog! k raff, you watched too much fairytale story whatevershit. but i find frogs are cute are'nt they? awwh. what if i kiss the frog and it turn into a prince, whoaaa. kkk o.0 raff nonsence seribu. tmr i will skate. for like how long oredy didnt skate, walau i think i forget oredy some skills. i remembered i bring my skateboard to sch as if like im in high sch which is to act cool. no, my teachers didnt confiscate but they played along too. surprise? forever young. mum allowed me to keep fish as a pet, err, ok? i dont want fish, i want frog! hmmph. saya berasa amat sleepy(kk in malay sleepy is what uh?) lol -.- see, my malay is sooo mintak kene smack coz it's falling down, sigh. Assalamualai'kum.

moon

2010-12-06T15:17:00.003+08:00

hi ok first things first, i did'nt expect you ppl will read my blog.like eveyrday? what should i say? thankyou for reading ayee (: great,today is monday, say whuuuuat ? yeaaay^^ you'll be back today and i gotta many stories to tell ya. hoho. ok bali ppl started to miss me, awwh. can i like go back there again?coz one thing i miss was, shopping. wooh. ystrdy i went jogging, again. this time round tried jog 2 times the whole prp. with ppl bbq, playing and dogs arnd. see, i survive till now. yay rafidah. and oh, i saw rainbow while jogging so i emo, ok no not emo coz i dont emo like yucks so i stopped awhile rest and yes saw coupleszz like -___- sudden, i kept on meeting 'this guy', pretty hot but im not interested ok. we kept on passing each other, awkward? i saw many of my pri sch peeps like hello? you ppl no remember me uh? sad thang. i havent wrap my books and need to clean up my room by the end of this week. booo. it's spring cleaning week and im lazy. Assalamaulai'kum.

feel.

2010-12-04T19:27:00.004+08:00

ok yes, im that dark oredy.

thanks to swimming ystrdy. got sunburn on my face and leg, rosted leg.

there's sadness behind that smile, what do you expect? life is full of ups & downs.

none is perfect. i've moved on yes totally coz i have life. pls allah, i want to change to a better one. plssssz

i've been trying to, as i've promised mum dad to make 'em proud.

bestfriends busy holiday-ing. most of them will be back on monday/tuesday.

ok so here now what? forever alone.

im really happy abt my family now, there's bonding and it's great.

i thank god for giving us happiness in the family. amin (:

i am seriously alone now, where is everybody? sigh.

now, what happend to my malay? it's going down to the drain.

omg, sci. no no no. you're a killer to my brain k. help ?

i did'nt sleep ystrdy night. had late midnight call from 12-7am. yes 7 hrs of craps,

laughter, smiles, vulgarities, silence, gossips, stories. arghhh i fvckng miss you kk.

hurry go home lerr. a day without your "hello is like a year w/o rain ok.

faster lah monday, im like dying oredy. k raff, survive survive be happy, pretend that

everything is gonna be okay. hopefully.

wait, am i in love ? O__0

Assalamualai'kum.

2010-12-02T18:41:00.001+08:00

I MISS YOU PPL ~ kk next month .

2010-12-02T17:46:00.002+08:00

arghhh, fcuk life k.
i need someone who i really trust to tell what im feeling now.
but it seems like they're busy holiday-ing. k FOREVER ALONE.
i hate my uncle, i cant control myself that i told everything to mum and cried.
my brother is a slow learner and he really needs time to think.
so, uncle came to tuition us. i dont really like his teachings as i dont understand much
but i dont complain to my parents abt it coz afterall he's my uncle.
well, my uncle wants to play my bro's game which include ID & password.
he kept asking my bro's pass. i was trying to concentrade as i screw eng.
sudden, he bang the table, my sister was scared till she went bck and hide.
i was like wth ? he kept on banging the table and make my bro understand.
he accused that my bro's friend are bad people. i found them friendly what.
my uncle was abt to sepak my bro. i cried k, i was very angry why must he do that???
even my parents wont even do that to us.
i seriously dont understand. i still remember what he did to us, when i was younger,
you used to cubit me & ask me to do push ups when i did mistakes on learning.
i remember i did arnd 30 push ups ok.
well, everyone makes mistakes what. WHY MUST YOU CONTROL US?? )':
why must you want everything to be perfect? i told mum, she was shocked k.
all you want is $$$. my parents gave you money monthly and i knw you're
jealous of my family right ???? i thought you're my greatest uncle, but no.
i have an awesome family k.
ppl, pls stop asking me why i have no hp oredy.
i have life and it's my life not urs. prankly, i have never ask my parents on anything
expensive. plus, i thank god of what i have now.
i wish the rain will stop and i wna jog. like seriously.
jog like ystrdy, peaceful mind, windy, skates and beautiful sunset. perfect.
rest my mind perhaps?
Assalamualai'kum.

2010-11-24T21:18:00.001+08:00

i will be busy with stuff and i might not update my blog everyday k.
wish my brother luck for his psle results tmr (:
Assalamualai'kum, may god bless all of you.

lova.

2010-11-14T19:11:00.003+08:00

wooohooo^^ im happy.

i miss my eagles, kecohrablesz, teens alive girls & usuals .
olive you *wink*

Assalamualai'kum.

2010-11-07T19:15:00.002+08:00

arghh, what a good cold day to sleep.
well, just woke up and feels like in the morning.
nasib saya bangun time maghrib eh.
alaaaaaaaaaah tmr photography training ~
malas nya saya hendek ke hotel.
k bye, Assalamaulai'kum.

roller blading in the rain.

2010-11-06T20:22:00.002+08:00

IM GONNA MISS TA1B like seriously.

25 students had made me active like whuuuuuuuat.

see you all next year in year two, Insya'allah.

yeaaaaaaaay^^ khai gonna have the same camera as mine but his red.

one more thing, he is sooooo rich. get the stuff that he wants. sooo lucky.

i have been always wanting to make friends with the american ppl.

but where ? haikal made me jealous by saying that he has alot of US friends -.-

garage sale anyone? maybe not coz i kindda lazy to take out stuff that i dont want.

yay! tmr sg flyer woooohh^^

monday, photography training @ 3pm at hotel.

tues-thur, volunteer work @ 7.30am at hotel.

i tell you, it's gonna be tiring like hell.

ohya, i made friends with the other schools as in my sch only 3 selected.

they're super friendly. and i knew that. hurhur ~

maybe i wont update my blog that everyday laaah. since i got tumblr.

Assalamualai'kum.

www.l-ovelines.tumblr.com

2010-11-01T20:52:00.002+08:00

YEAAAAAAAAAY ^^ ! 15, HERE I COME.
WOOOHOO TMR EH.
OMG, ME NO KIDDO ANYMORE
erm, i wish you will still remember my birthday..
yes, you, the person who i fell in love with soo deeply.

2010-10-30T21:46:00.002+08:00

we went to zahwah's garage sale :D

i brought my ben10 pillow for just $1. very happy :-)

ok, im sooo tired today like never ending going out.

teens alive in da morning, eat lunch with inyirah at noon, zay's garage sale at 2pm, spent like 1 hr there, went home saw got flea, went out again to flea. went back home at 6pm.

omg, tiring. ok now vampire diaries ok bye.

2010-10-29T19:28:00.000+08:00

ystrdy's bbq was fun :D

4 MORE DAYS FTW !!!!!

happyhappy

2010-10-26T20:39:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIL SISTER :D

you know me love you, always.

may god bless you and pass your arabic exam tmr .

Assalamualai'kum.

bulan dan bintang

2010-10-24T14:29:00.001+08:00

heeeeeeeeeehe ~ IAN !

soul

2010-10-19T18:20:00.003+08:00

replublic poly is sooo tiring.
good thing that i hafal surah few lines in da bus
omg, i feel like an angel -.-
roller blading anyone?
off to tumblr wheee ~

part of me.

2010-10-17T18:46:00.003+08:00

"my boyfriend is a vampire" hehehe.

tmr gym, oulala ~ finally to loose abit of weight.

me katy perry marrying joe brooks(cehh) has sucessfully met justinbieber bestfriend, ain

and a doctor, lady syirah. omg, imaginary during teens alive.

sooo drama.

i laughed alot and ustaz thinks im crazy -.-

i forgot to watch tentang bulan ystdy night as i go and daydream, regret :

me me love tumblr k bye.

Asalamualai'kum.

help?

2010-10-16T13:46:00.003+08:00

Someone help me, im stucked in my room ):
i need food, im hungry. my sister is weak.
my parents went johor, my maid & brother didnt know what to do.

A wind just crash my door and it stuck, HELP ME.

2010-10-14T17:24:00.000+08:00

www.l-ovelines.tumblr.com my tumblr.

superman

2010-10-14T11:54:00.002+08:00

arh,joe brooks, why are you so hot ~?

skater boi

2010-10-13T19:26:00.003+08:00

arh yes parteh. watched charlie st cloud.
and i cried. cant help it, it's sad.
i feels like wanna meet erin RNG dancer gurl
she is sooo cute and i want her to be my sister.
omg , dream on. this is not america kayz
last paper is easy chicken feet like whuuuat.
i wanna have curls and bangs during holiday. boooomz
maybe i want to work at toyrus as i helped them arranged those toys
and seeing kids running to their fave toys. hmm..
should i? maybe? it has been 4 months being a single lady.
oh single lady now put your hands up ~
ok how i wish i can be like my sister.
soo brainy, pretty like arab, smart, hardworking, care for others,
always get top in class, school in girls institution, want to go university,
nice straight hair, have lotsa bestfriends, fast learner and jyeah irritating.
kinnda jealous ya'know sheesh~
ok, pizza coming up oulala :D
Assalamualai'kum.

everyday

2010-10-13T11:47:00.002+08:00

PARTY.

will be going soon with usuals watch charlie st cloud.

like finally yeaaaaaaaaaaaaay :D

arrrhh

2010-10-11T14:39:00.004+08:00

"RNG IS AWESOME " i liiiiiiiiiike their dances.

erin anderson is a qt pie aaaaarrrrrhhhh

watch their dance at youtube, prefectly awesome (Y)

Assalamualai'kum.

uhaaaaah

2010-10-10T19:40:00.006+08:00

Yeaaaay ! ian made my request oredy.
AWESOME. i like. he said my name soo clear. hehehe (:
link--->
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=89p0xYnvZfM&feature=player_embedded

yaaaaaaaaaaaay

2010-10-09T13:20:00.006+08:00

yeszaaa 3 more papers and parteeeeeeeeeeeh

watch carlie st cloud is a must! i watch the trailer, i cried.

watch the movie, comfirm cry melalak nyeeer.

my brother is weird.

he taking psle this year and he got fever abt 40 degress high.

i was the one who is much worried. when he got back home he said "today paper is easy"

-.- sick or whuuuuuat?

arghh science killed me and i got cheating during exams.

oh well, done it many times and had fun sitting with a teacher beside me.

rafidah is getting wild i guess?

i won last week teens alive game. sooo proud coz it's a difficult & cofusing game.

today's game i get to get out first. a game called, 'ready, gooo?'

so i opened my eyes and saw that the girls were dashing each other.

i dont get it and i just stood one corner and out of the game.

mu ulcer is getting worst. HFMD i guess? but whhhhhhhy me?

i cant eat properly ): sad life.

dad's friends coming later and will be going out to nyai house. wooooohh^^

sape nk hug? hehehe bithcy haaaah.

i got a new ben10 watch teeehee ~

happy 16th anniversarry ibu & ayah :D me love you

may god bless us always (:

Assalamualai'kum :D

in my head

2010-10-01T15:39:00.003+08:00

ahhhh yes, my mum side.

yay ian gonna do beatboxing for me whee ~ :D

my ibu said this,

I: i saw your "biatch" with another girl at bus stop just now

R: oh eh? idc.

I: idc seh. dlm hati, your heart break.

see, my ibu knows the best.

she even asked me to wear big sch shoe to sch and i understand why.

(Y)

oh well, let's pretend that everything will be okay.

Assalamualai'kum.

otp

2010-09-27T18:13:00.003+08:00

i miss being love, huahua ~
finally it rained. both of my knights accompined me home.
another knight had gone home.
and both of them stepped on my foot like whuuuuat?! GRR.
exam coming and i hope my brain can absorb what i revising.
Insya'Allah (: jln raya with classmate with a rented bus, awesome.
going gym tmr^^
Assalamualai'kum.

noisy as raff.

2010-09-18T20:33:00.004+08:00

zaaaaap. ish, jealous ziaaa ppl go jalan raya while me go dragon boat mcm nk rak.

mum forced me to as today is the last session. how sad it ended ):

i wish esss has a cca called, 'paddle club' awesome.

and just now it sucked. they anyhow play while me and the rest infront paddle hard.

cbknnplbt arggghh now deserve the punishment >:(

ok seriously i wanna learn techtonik like whoaaa. i am serious.

i was very late to teens alive, as always. quiz, laughters, raya celebration, water spills, secrets.

omg, ustzh sooo awesome ♥ my polaroid film is never ending.

each ustzh are like, 'omg, it's soo cool' and jyeah they feels like wna buy one -.-

the marhabanz girls went to my house oredy and yes they like my house.

and why does everyone like it so much as i dont like a thing here. =.=

i felt dizzy then and did'nt want to attend dragonboat bt mum forced me to go.

sooo, while walking and daydream, i saw lotsa ppl raya-ing. much jealousy to me.

well, wednesday eh wednesday...

had dinner with jeremy, donovan & farinah. zomg, sooo funneh.

i will never forget how i laughed at macs. o.O and they called me barney coz im purple -.-

so now im sleepy, tired and feels like wna parteeeeh tonight.

ok no due to late night study, damn it.

how i wish imma quiet girl who dont emo coz i hate emo and no one likes me

would it be awesome? i felt messy as you know what i mean, boys -.- tssssssk.

k yeay tmr jalan raya wif fam like finally $$

eeeeh, i wanna watch charlie st cloud !

Assalamaualai'kum :-)

standing.

2010-09-17T17:09:00.002+08:00

okay that is for donovan, new buddy of mine and whoever finds me that -.-
i've been busy and always lazy to alive my lappy. exams coming and im not worried at it.
shocking haaah? hopefully i will study tonight. serious.
ok so i got my polaroid camera oredy^^ very happy (:
tmr teens alive wear baju kurung, must! i dont feel like going -.-
but i wanna go dragon boat tmr! last session ever. mum gave me orange light,how?
now my $$$ raya flying away ~ i want lotsa hershey!! and the bear so huggable.
my sis is sleeping, and no one at home. tssk, mendaaaak. booom.
i saw lotsa teenagers go jalan raya while mine havent yet.
jealoussszzz zia.
k uh nk main game bye.
Assalamualai'kum :-)

malam raya

2010-09-09T20:11:00.002+08:00

heluuu, selamat hari raya maaf zahir and batin :D
maafkan raff if i had hurt you ppl or something.
and now im sad. period on malam raya and sick.
sheeesh ~ had airport tour just now. now my rashes gone. alhamdulilah (:
a butterfly likes me, woooh^^ k my head is spinning.
lasty, selamat hari rayer, may god bless you :-)
Assalamualai'kum.

ketupat

2010-09-08T22:16:00.001+08:00

hi, see. imma happy kid :D

i kindda hate my new hair now -.-

ehhhhh rayer eh $$$$$ hehehe

Assalamualai'kum.

baeeeek.

2010-09-07T11:48:00.003+08:00

hi, i love hugs.
tonight gonna be a good night.
geylang during late night times <--- madness.
R: "ibu, kakak nak inai ~"
I: "no!"
R: "alaaah, why?"
I: "coz inai only meant for bride and me only. i know you jealous"
haha cute or whuuuat my ibu? *winkwink*
i wanna get my hair done it's 12pm and i havent bath :P
Assalamualai'kum.

realised.

2010-09-06T11:44:00.005+08:00

Each morning when i open my eyes, i say to myself:
I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today.
I can choose which it shall be.
Yesterday is dead, tomorrow has'nt arrived yet.
I just have one day, today.
And im going to be happy in it
Subahanallah, Thank You Allah :D

hey you boyz, can stop liking me?! im just an ordinary gurls k.

stil mine.

2010-09-05T21:38:00.003+08:00

arghhh graham phillips- ben10 !! hoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot ~

yay^^ fitriyah love me. teehee ~

dad brought psp go, s-frame & video cam.

happy shopping, hehehe.

hopefully no one notice me when i kutip tabung after terawih.

cleaning up my room and be dirty tmr i guess ?

i hate housework : yes, i did'nt do it eveyrday my maid does.

dont ask why i just hate it like ewww. raf pemalas nak mamposz,kebabooom

Assalamualai'kum.

hear a thing?

2010-09-04T21:26:00.005+08:00

ya allah, i look like kid -.-

had urusan jenazah just now. and it was kindda scary for me.

mum waited for me 1hr plus outside masjid as she did'nt know i have

jenazah thingy. omg, she is sooo cute. she complains after i went back home.

and i felt bad. haisssh ~ so went out with family to everywhere.

actually, i am surpose to go terawih now but insyirah cant make it last min.

tsk, sad life haaah? and yeah, me & aisyah going to walk arnd masjid kutip

tabung after terawih on tuesday&wednesday night. ze omg.

wear power ranger mask^^ dikatakan budak masjid eh. hehehe

today no dragon boat ):

when i was young, i wanna be a rockstar&awesome. i want to be forever young.

Asslamualai'kum :-)

que sera

2010-09-03T17:58:00.002+08:00

oh yeahyeahyeah, we watched haunted changi oredy :P

it was last minute plan and kindda rushing.

i will never ever sleep alone. and never once before.

andand i dont want to. like eyeerr. it's scary and i dont understand some parts.

headless ghost, pathetic sound, killing moments, uber cold.

cant sleep that night.

i just wake up freshly and one hr or less to buker. (Y)

mum is velly belly happy with my result. hehehe^^

ask her why kay. i watched this sctv drama at night and i cried.

omg, sooo menyedihkan and way better than 'jelita'

my sister joined drama in her sch and now she is sooo dramatic -.-

no dragonboat tmr ): teens alive have funeral thingy.

then can meet usuals :-)

yeszaaa holiday woi ~ eh nazrie is now on teevee.

tunggu apa lagi? chiow ~ hehe

Assalamualai'kum.

short one.

2010-09-01T17:31:00.004+08:00

3T1 FTW ! \m/ wheee ~

maybe im going bowling tmr.

im sorry i cant make you mine,boy, boo.

let's waste time yoz :D

Assalamualai'kum.

stuck

2010-08-31T18:10:00.003+08:00

i wish i could shout to the world that im happy.
as for the very first time, 3t1 has made our teachers proud by winning today's aces day.
of course we're happy,very. Alhamudlillah :D
and now i have kindda sore throat coz of shouting of excitement and ms lim is very happy
with us. and the way i looked at her smiling widely made me wake up that
im no more a kid anymore.
3 events today is never wasted. i like wheelbarrow. haha, like suster ngesot.
take video pun cantik laaah eh *winkwink*
i felt weak,tired and feels like dont wanna fast. tapi sesungguhnya aku masih puasa :-)
had cca today and i slept in da library and look how awesome it is?
superb (Y)
ok best tmr is holiday and i need a rest. rest my mind and waste time.
out? erm, i dont think so.
another 1more hour or less to buker^^
oh yeahyeah, 3T1 FTW \m/ \m/
im sooooooooo happppppppppppppeh :DD
Assalamualai'kum.

spend.

2010-08-30T18:43:00.003+08:00

nooooo ain, i dont look like her okayz, grrrr -.-

why must ppl think that i look like fitri ni? arghhhh no no no no =.=

i watched cintafitri and it does'nt look like me at all.

ok, why must we have lessons tmr uhhh ? eeeshh ~

i really hoping that tmr will be a good day for us

coz it is the only game that will make us win if we work as a team.

hopefully lah eh. i will never forget that i am a dragon boat-er

whoohoo^^ but session going to end soon ):

then no more seeing affiq st gabriel anymore haiyo -.-

ohya, fauzi has became my cutey little brother, how cute is he haaah?

andand thursday have bowling again -.-

my $$$$ flying away. haiz.

3 A's, 2 D's and 1 C's ohmy, how bad eh my conduct? tsk .

ni kes selalu cabot class, hehehe *winkwink*

ok so now, i have to make two cards for tmr.

if not, im gonna die,seriously.

i went geylang twice and the same thing, every stall there's upin&ipin

see how irritating it was ? tsktsk.

this year like no mood to raya leh \:

happy birthday late busu, i wish you were here, love you.

and happy 16th birthday marissa cousin lovelove :D

okayz, 15mins to buker, oulala ~

Assalamualai'kum.

bash.

2010-08-27T18:46:00.002+08:00

haluuu, had farinah bash today.

totally kecoh nak mamposz. wasted $$ on flour, ohnoes ):

had blackout on thursday morning, sad life, i know right.

i was rushing to school and sudden blackout, tsk .

that's why i still prefer my old house, sheesh ~

during care, there's a junior who has to pay me fitra twice coz he step me, grrr !

tak sopan and gentleman langsung hmmph.

ok so today, i forgot to bring my product and i guess zero for ebs?

haiyoooz -.- i went busy. and my english hardwork has gone just like that.

it went lost. verrrrrrrrry sad ):

so idc i did bday card for farinah. but now im gonna find my english assigment

untill i get it. if not, haaaaizx \:

i feel soo weak coz i never wake up for sahur and now i feel very belly hungry.

bye, Assalamualai'kum.

dotsz

2010-08-25T16:38:00.005+08:00

haluuuuu, i laughed alot today.

pretty weird stories that made me lost concentration on studies -.-

cpa test has ended and i suffered since yesterday.

ystrdy had 2 cpa test and like only 5 mins break? and today, just only one

and it killed me, almost. one word, stress.

forget it, it's over. ohyeah, im going iftar at masjid tmr.

how awesome ;D i likeeeeeeeeeeeey.

and surprisingly, mum said that i can go out after my dragon-boat.

Yaaaaay^^ i wanna jump for joy yaaaaahooooo :-)

all i have to think now is, F-U-N with insyirah tmr. hahaha

you see, im happy right? oh yeahyeahyeah \m/

i wanna go ramadan youth camp this friday till sunday but, i have dragon boat and outingsz.

how i wish i can rule the world into a better one.

oh well, let's just stick to the first plan before i change my mind.

im sorry that i've changed. i know im werid -.-

ok i want to ZZzzz like oiiink.

Assalamualai'kum.

msn

2010-08-24T18:11:00.003+08:00

i found myself weird. ok no.

i changed. ohyes, and why sudden boys started so random

chatting with me ? err ?

oh well, i got sooo embrassed during english period.

grrr, i wish i can take video and look how panic i am. amazing.

you know i love the ppl arnd me. so yeah, friends all around

saying 'hi' everytime and hugggsz.

soooo awesome.

Assalamualai'kum.

bigger

2010-08-23T17:42:00.004+08:00

waaaaahseeeeey, i want my 2nd storey classroom back laaaah ! GRRR.
now this classroom soo hot, sooo squeezzy, soo small etc. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i really must get used to it -.-
ya'know i abit happy coz i got lip smacker, hahahaha
see cousin i no more jealous of you ;D
today i went ditention coz mira was there and i teman her
and everyone thought that i kene ditention -.-
yessza i get to watch step up 3D online^^
ok so here are the list that make me wake up:
did i say i got sincerity award? like boooomszx.
suddenly affiq dragon boat chatted with me.
i never fast today due to *tooot*
me no shame buy food like no one bisness.
i played well during floorball.
i forgot to meet ms lim during recess.
i ate openly in da canteen while mal and yana went crazy.
i have no crush, how sad.
nurin is back and im happy.
i know ppl's info well example like soccer boys.
i put kuyup all over my body due to cramps.
omg, rafidah is wrong. totally.
ouulala ~ i had life. an awesome one.
remember that i forced you to forgive him and now look what happend?
baaaang, it started. (you should know what i mean kk)
come on, i have my eyes to look around. why everything i did is wrong to you?
haiyoooooo, grow up ppl, coz i dont give a damn.
this is the real 'raffszx' biatch.
if you're reading this pls read that scrapbook that i gave you for 1yr.
i know you will.
and those who feeling2 here, sesiapa makan chilli, dia rasa pedasnya.
Assalamualai'kum.

sampai menutup mata

2010-08-21T21:23:00.004+08:00

i am strong, whooo ~
i have muscle on my right arm,
whole body cramp due to dragon boat. thanks uh eh.
sat on the second seat and have to paddle fast to race.
but i made new friends which is, lohan,djay, seaweedman & yeah affiq -.-
from st gabriel. and i got another cut on my hand, best.
ok, i just knew that someone liking me , arghhhh. eeee tak best uh ):
now i love dragon boating, hehe.
i was late to teens alive, very. and the boys are soo sarcastic saying
that im very early -.- grrr.
tired after teens alive and wake up like i am late for dragon boat.
rushed and i was'nt late at all , haiyo =.=
eh my grandfather had an ipad and can you believe it?
monday eh monday yayi datang, whooo~
can i join the wildan donation thingy? i overheard it's fun eh.
ya allah, after dragon boating went geylang with peers.
alot of mats and minahs, kinnda hating it.
like ewww. i've changed did'nt i ? ouulala, i think i am
well, who cares eh ? heh.
kayz, i wanna cuddle in my bed right now.
nights, Assalamualai'kum.

astro boy

2010-08-20T08:58:00.002+08:00

now in comp lab, astro boy movie screening and no one watching.
baeeeeeeeek. everyone was fb-ing. how awesome.
i am verrrrrrrrrrry cole as everrrrr.
i am still wet. running in da rain screaming away like mad
following the direction of my umbrella with nadh and mal.
ok, teh susu is flooding roght now. eeeeeee.
troublesome when i have to dry my socks up and myself.
and today is considered not late^^
everybody is spamming -.- no life eh.
tmr, teens alive & dragon boat, wheee ~
i likey. ystrdy night i am tired as hell.
i shouted for nothing, over excited kanz abt YOG soccer -.-
and eww nonsence on table like whuuuat. ( you know what i mean)
i have life, an awesome life. why would i wanna talk and make rumors about you?
eeee, memang pompan soyal tol, GRRRSZX. fy kay?
ainnnnn, i know you read my newspaper everyday and i read yours.
what telah happend on the third post? you seems having alot of probs,
ok, eng period over, bye.
Assalamualai'kum.

ketuk-ketuk ramadhan

2010-08-18T18:28:00.002+08:00

haluuuuuu, few more minutes to buker^^

i found out that fawzi is a nice boy and always listen to me during dragon boat session.

hehehe, sonang ajo *winkwink*

CPA and science test ended. two words, sure fail -.-

why must we change of class venue? hmmph ): i like 2nd storey

coz i can see my bestfriends. and they'll update me everytime there's hot news.

btw, im back sitting with shirin ^^ , memang patut we masuk phonic class eh =.=

i feel that i wanna to delete my formspring. nonsence much.

moody morning today. o.o , let's do it agaaain ~

tmr, sci theory test, HAH GREAT.

i wish we were together again, like arghhhszzxxs

Assalamualai'kum.

losing control

2010-08-16T16:20:00.005+08:00

haluuuu, i love fitriyah z. ok, case boredom^^

i miss sleeping beside her sharing the same pillow during sec2 camp.

i have no idea why she likes to called me 'kasar' ok, raff=rough=kasar -.-

i was sleepy and playful today, moodswings i guess ?

p.e made me like hell. boys are like usuals =.=

had a shoik moments during recess where i slept in class below fan listen to mp3.

omg, like heaven o.o

but too bad it does'nt last that long, have to assemble quick.

"aku baru bangun tido, bnyk2 org muke dier yg keluar, haiz"

spoilt my mood only. haiyoyoyo
okaaay, yog is next.

do i really have to say 'hi' whenever i saw you? epic.

coz i only smile to whoever i like :P

happy 15th yg tk menjadi, haix.

Assalamualai'kum.

fasting without fail

2010-08-15T16:48:00.003+08:00

this is my blog, my say. if you have problem with it, come and face me.
haluuuuu,

i have muscle cramps and cuts on my thumb all because of dragon boat, nice one.

thursday, during sfl went another yog and it's a wasted of time.

did nothing and just to explore. how great could it be haaaah?

stupid guard who made 3t worst, grrr.

after school on friday, went science centre supported the ignite finals.

we went eveywhere and i guess the whole science centre heared us?

uoooolala ~ we were sooo eager to watch the 3pm show and kecoh nak mamposssz

and guess whuuuat, it's a boring show about flying birds all those stuff =.=

we thought we wanna break fast in da bus but no. we still have like 1 more hr.

saturday, teens alive ustaz nazih did'nt come sooo alternate uztazah teached us.

a cold fun topic about best friends. now i knw which one whom i trust most.

jengjengjeng. so i spend my afternoon on dragonboat.

1st session and we went in our boat. such a fun way not like pri6 where we have to

introduce ourslef all those stuff. get our lifejacket and ready to go.

to me, dragon boat was turf as everrr, but as i tried it many times, superb.

i like when we race with st gabriel guys. alot of teamwork from east spring, whoohoo^^

and there's only two girls joined dragon boat which me & farinah.

ok, girl power :D next week, second session. zomg, i think the boat gonna (you know what i mean) arhhh so much fun. i know you're jealous that i got free session of dragon boat :P

ystrdy soo cute. melayus unite in da mrt and break fast inside.

lol, i have nothing to eat so i just have to wait and get down to buy food.

arnd 8pm, reached home with smelly and tiring face.

sooo now i am no longer like Aaaa anymore. dont ask why so please eh, thank you.

what am i gonna do now? hah, well, move on with my awesome life i guess?

i have everything now. hoping that i can ask for more.

i did'nt realised that i got cheeckbone, did i?

teehee ~ changed siting again now i am very near to the window.

i-cant-see-cleary. sharkz ! sitting with amirul k like grszxsdz.

lets beat the drum, she's coming back, yay?

i wanna get busy again, wheee ~

Assalamualai'kum.

mercy.

2010-08-08T18:51:00.004+08:00

ok hi, i find it hard to find time for me to blog.

so, friday night went jalan besar watched soccer.

omg, i am short. why oh why? picture will be uploaded soon.

i love the way we laughed at macs during night times, hahaha soo funneh.

safarah so cute ya'know. and mum did'nt nag at me when i came home late.

alhamdulilah, strange is she was happy coz, she said, she saw me on the tv.

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah????

yesterday teens alive was great. we played spray thingy hahaha, amazing.

after teens alive, i slept like 2 hours and get up with our face to metro expo.

mum told me to buy something. guess whuuuuat, i brought kasut raya.

i know, epic -.-

ok, now omg, too many notification arghhhh i should'nt write that arghh ohnoes.

okok, chillszx. and i watched karate kid oredy. hahaha :P

no more jealously. hohoho

Assalamuaalai'kum :-)

follow.

2010-08-06T17:27:00.003+08:00

omg omg, since when i became 3e2 eh? heh awesome \m/

best national day everrr wooohoooo.

i am alone. the only malay girl. coz the rest were performing.

ouuulala, best girlfriends made me go tralala ~ .~

arrrhhh im sleepy, shit. EH OMG, WILL BE GOING STADIUM

FOR SOCCER MATCH TONIGHT. HAHAHAHA, with ain,farah,alon&liana. happy oiiiiii.

free tickets from my cousin's friend.

i was hitted by a pole. raff is dumb. i was in a hurry to meet azreen.

i did'nt realised there's a pole infront of me. i looked back sudden kaaababoooom,

my chest was hurt ): silly billy raffszx who is &!#%*$.

went park view pri. everything changed. the last time i went there like sec1 chinese day?

and i love the library. grrrr, why must it be nice now? why not in my daysz. -.-

i saw you & that girl walking back home together, *shows sign that should'nt be shown*

ok,forget it i think i wanna Zzz a while and wake up like 'oh shit im late'

byeeeeeeeee, Assalamualai'kum :-)

california girls

2010-08-03T19:39:00.002+08:00

he is soooo cute, arrrrrhhhhh

k rafidah is getting worst, seriously.

hahaha, loser, ___ cant even kick balls, boooooo.

tmr im gonna wake up early morning and going sch with ammal by walking.

a great plan actually. i likey.

captain ball is awesome. did'nt expect to make new friends jut like dat.

k, amirul & jazz. now i knoooooow.

hahaha, happy happy.

Assalamualaikum.

right moves

2010-08-02T19:17:00.003+08:00

ohyeahyeahyeah, i love this people.

i shouted,"baeeeek uh iz" during assembly just nw hah, awesome eh raf.

how can i be in love with A eh? tsktsk.

i hope it will like fade away? somehow?

ok, i dont care i still wanna buy palaroid camera.

my decision is final fullstop

nurin is back, she will come back soon. ok yay?

bazzar is awesome. amazing.

k tmr inter-class games, give it a try lah eh.

i am happy :-) heheheheh

Assalamualai'kum.

DeJohnny'szx

2010-07-31T22:00:00.004+08:00

what can i say? i love TAIB *winkwink*

only certain ppl knows, huahua ~

i was 15mins late to teens alive and did'nt write my name as a latecomer.

ok, hidayah also -.-

had usual lessons. we always be ourself and hyper is what ustaz wants.

i have no idea why i love TAIB. hmmm.. :-)

had kenduri after that and all i was waiting is the,food.

farah and me was like, "alaaah cpt lah laaaaapar"

kk, everyday i must jog along the roadside near my house.

omg, who wna teman me ?? hehe.

Another family kenduri tmr =.=

Assalamualai'kum.

frame.

2010-07-30T18:22:00.003+08:00

awesome, how i wish i can get all this stuff. but im greatful to what i have now. heh.

living in countryside

walk-in wardrobe purple room

look at her cheekbone,i waaaant.

palaroid camera^^

more bestfriends.

i want that hair,seriously.

"dimulakan dengan bismillah,disudahi dengan alhamdulilah"

claps

2010-07-28T15:22:00.005+08:00

ustazah just called me. weird.

got frustrated during science. i have to seat at the back which i cant see

clearly and cant concentrade unlike where im seating right now, grrrr.

i really hope ms ng will change her mind of letting me seat at-my-original-place.

cpa went well today and superb cold.

today weather syoik nak mamposz.

brother just went out, sister will be back in 30 mins time.

will be going nyaji later and i hope i reached first before aisyah :P

i really have to go basketball practice. the boys are nagging at me.

im left with no choice : booo.

i cant bring camera tmr as will be using vado, apa punya starfish D:

teka-taki in cls is awesome (L)

oh hippie hippie yeah yeah im happy :-)

someone's birthday tmr and he admits his bday is tmr, okok epic.

Assalamualai'kum .

Never Had A Dream Come True

2010-07-27T18:47:00.003+08:00

from now onwards, i must always smile like that :-)

friend and school life getting awesome. i likey.

busy with maths. backing up every subject till no time for net.

zoo pictures uploaded, oh yes.

yay^^ on thur, henderson waves.

thank you asyafiqah for the purple watch, wheee ~

ohhhhhlalamamamiaaaaa :-)

Assalamualai'kum.